Wednesday, September 30, 2009

The Lake of Innisfree




I taught my classes a poem by Yeats, an Irish Laurette "The Lake Isle of Innesfree" today. Yeats spend most of his life in Ireland which he called home. Some scholars suggest that Innisfree is a place near Sligo, Ireland where he has spent most of his childhood whereas others say that Innisfree does not really exists and just exists in his mind. Whatever the theories are, we know that Innisfree is one place that he is longing to go in his life, the place where he finds his peace. To bring the poem closer to our personal life, we can say that Innisfree is a place where we really longsto go to, a place where we will find a peace of mind. Yeats Innisfree is in Ireland. My Innisfree is in Sydney (Nowra, Narrabeen , Manly, Mosman- i love North Sydney and the Northern Beaches). Where's your Innisfree? However, happiness is really a state of mind which does not always depend on where you are. What do you think about that?

The Lake Isle of Innisfree


I will arise and go now, and go to Innisfree,
And a small cabin build there, of clay and wattles made;
Nine bean rows will I have there, a hive for the honeybee,
And live alone in the bee-loud glade.
And I shall have some peace there, for peace comes dropping slow,
Dropping from the veils of the morning to where the cricket sings;
There midnight's all a-glimmer, and noon a purple glow,
And evening full of the linnet's wings.

I will arise and go now, for always night and day
I hear the water lapping with low sounds by the shore;
While I stand on the roadway, or on the pavements gray,
I hear it in the deep heart's core.



William Butler Yeats, 1892

Monday, September 28, 2009

I gotta feeling that today's gonna be a good day!





Im so happyyyy  today.This is maybe the happiest day of the week for me. I went on facebook, not expecting any special message. Unexpectedly, he sent me one, and it is soooo sweet!One that says he wished i was online as it has been a while.(I speculate he's missed me! He never send me any message before!) I am so happy that I practically feel my body is so light as if I am floating above the ground! hehehe. Not to mention, Ive been smiling the whole time ever since I read it. And he left a sweet compliment to one of my picture on facebook too. Im so flattered!! hehe. Thats what he wrote, hehe.

Graeme Charles Stewart
Graeme Charles Stewart
woah crazy girl so jealous that snake looks beautiful and so do you ofcourse xoxo
 
But again, who's not flattered to get a compliment from a beautiful young guy. 
Oh god, save me from falling in love this time! But I know I have to be careful to not to fall in love with him as I do not want my life to end like Amy Robsart, suffer from unreturned love to her last breath.I want to fall for someone whom I am confident can keep his love for me forever! Which I do not know if possible since not many men are capable of loving just one women till his last breath.

Saturday, September 26, 2009

The Queen's Fool



I have been in bed the whole week this weak, suffered from a bad migraine. I managed to finish reading The Queen's Fool. It is about Hannah Green, a queen fool. I cried three times while reading the story. One of them is when Hannah learnt the fact about his husband (who is her bethroted)cheated on her and had sex with a Gentile and had a boy child with her. How faithless men can be! I can relate with Hannah Green, we have many things in common. And I can relate Robet Dudley, another character in the story ( a big name's in the Tudor court history), to Brendan. He has to read the novel to know why, which I doubt he will.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Walking Shadow



I saw him last night
again
existed so close to me
At the corner of my bedroom
I remembered
Waking up from the bed
walking towards him
try to reach his arms
for my heart longed to feel
the warmth of his skin again
But he seemed so unreachable
The closer I tried to get
He became more distanced
and finally dissapeared
And I woke up from my dream
With crystal drops on my eyes
to realize that it was just a dream
another beautiful nightmare
that haunted my unlived life.

Composed on 22th September 2009. Title: untitled...... any suggestion??

Down The Memory Lane.. my bestie acting retard!


I was looking at my old pictures and I found this one of Brendan and me! More accurately...Brendan playing retard...wonder if he did that with his gf, LoL!
This one is a better pic of him!

P.S. Sorry Bren for the publicly displaying your pictures! hehe =D

Monday, September 21, 2009

coloring


This is painted by my sister.I coloured it though! hehe.

My sketch






I was so bored, so I attempted sketching. It was supposed to be a beautiful lady, but ended up looked like a transgender person!lol.