The man who can't be moved

(Model: Shane O'toole, just because he's Irish and also a dickhead! Right: May 2009, Bintang Walk, Kuala Lumpur)

Song: The man who can't be moved

Some people try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense but what else can I do
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you
Cause If one day you wake up and find your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving
Policeman says, "son you can't stay here"
I said, "there's someone I'm waiting for If it's a day, a month, a year"
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go
Cause If one day you wake up and find your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving,
I'm not moving, I'm not moving
People talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl
There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world
Maybe i'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
Maybe you wont mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
cuase you'll know it's just for you
Im the man who can't be moved

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move

This is one of my favourites, the lyric is just beautiful....... a song by The Script, an Irish band. Probably one of the case of love at the first sight. Some people might not believed in love at the first sight. But I have experienced some, the feeling was beautiful but in my case it never did bring me anywhere. For example, the one I had with Shane. They are beautiful....but only for a little while. Had so much fun with Shane at the beginning till it turned to be crappy towards the end and I smashed my phone for him, not to mention!!However some are really inspiring, like the one with Jacob. Love is indeed an evil angel as Shakespeare said! Till then, xoxo.  

All the single ladies, put your hands up!!!

Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love, well, that's just fabulous ( Carrie, Sex and the City). 

I choose to agree with Carrie. I have learnt from experiences that self-esteem and confidence are the most significant ingredients to attract a man. You got to love and trust yourself first before expecting others to trust you. Besides, as love and relationships come and go in the way that we never expected, its always good to just to rely on ourselves instead of men.Single life sometimes  could be more fun and exciting then you ever expected it to be!For example, would you whistle some hot guys on the beach with your girlfriends if you have a boyfriend? And not to mention, you will have heaps of opportunities to get to know more people while you are single since you have most of the time to yourself. Like I met my new friend, Jacob who really inspired me to write and to express myself (we mostly spent time talking about literature and his childhood experience), Nicola, who is always sweet and supportive and Irene, who is like a mother to me. Also, you have an ample of time to do more inspirational and productive things in your life like reading and writing which you probably do not have much time to do so before. . And for guys, if you are reading this, it works just the same for you too!!! So everyone,keep your chin up and be happy, being single does not always mean it's the end of the world! =) Till then, xoxo.

                          

                                       (jacob corner in white shirt)

Thoughts on love

                                           (Valentine 2008: Bouquet for David)

They do not love that do not show their love.
The course of true love never did run smooth.
Love is a familiar. Love is a devil. There is no evil angel but Love.
-- William Shakespeare

This is so true. The course of love indeed never did run smooth. One minute you are so much in love with a person and feels so much connected to the person, the next minute you realize you just do not know the person anymore at all. Love is a familiar. Sometimes you find yourself doing anything just to fall in love. Some travel the world just to be with the person they love. And I am one of them. Some just do not realise that they are in love.

Love is a devil. It makes you do things you never imagine yourself doing for love.Like I rushed from Paramatta to Turramurra at 11 p.m after a call just to be with my ex when he needed me the most (He was ill!).You could be in love with a person who is not at all your type of guy, but who cares, love is too sweet to let go! But one thing for sure is that even though love might comes and goes as swiftly as the wind, but it never leave you nothing. There will always be one sweet thing in every love story you ever have in your life. Some loves resolves into friendships.A clear example is Brendan and me There is a lesson learnt from every love story in one's life. And the most greatest thing one could do for someone they love is to sacrifice and to learn to let go. Let it go and if it comes back, it will be yours forever and if not, its not worth chasing. xoxo.

More hugs= less stress

This is just something I read that I want to share. Whether you believe it or not, intimate acts such as hugging and kissing can lower the level of stress. This is proven by some researches conducted at the University of Zurich in Switzerland. Of the 51 couples who took part in the study, those who had more physical contact had decreased levels of so-called stress hormone cortisol in their saliva. The lead author of the report believes intimacy improve hormones level because it's a mood booster. How exciting, no wonder people who are in love are always happy!! And that's Aaron Rose and Serena Van der Woodsen from the Gossip Girl, aren't they lovely? =)

how could i miss Russell in Malaysia!!

I was passing time surfing about russell tonite. To my surprise, I found some photos from his diary on his fanpage from his visit to Malaysia. If only i knew he was in Malaysia, I would kill for a chance to have a picture with him. He's a genius! Read a bit from his "Booky Wook" which is banned in Malaysia unfortunately during my work trip in Perth in May and totally loving it! Too bad its not on sale in Malaysia! It' s weird as if there's no other book in the stores who do not publish x-rated stories. Pretty sure not all publications especially books go through proper scanning for the contents. Saw a book on gay relationship and sex the other day when i was window shopping with one of my mates from UK, Jacob. Is it fair to ban only certain books? I am so getting "My Booky Wook" regardless!!!!! Love you Russell!

A vision on becoming a writer

Among all the great things that I dream of doing in my life, becoming a writer is one of them. Like today, I had a crazy vision about writing a fiction from the point of view of a dead person. But when i told my best friend, Brendan on msn about my brilliant idea, he said that theres something wrong with the story. Guess what is wrong? It is totally the same view as in Desperate Housewives!! I didn't really watch the show but the fact that the idea was just the same as in the show, that shows the similarity of my thoughts with whoever who write the story, and hence whatever crazy thoughts i have in my mind are not completely useless!